June 10 2022
I’m at a loss for words. The title says it all. it’s tough to deal w life’s course of direction when tragic events are happening.
slow down live in the moment help others!
slow down live in the moment help others!
The way we deal with Tragic events will make or break who we are! We have so many things happening everyday sum really big sum really small. Take time to appreciate all of Life!
I remember when my grandfather died. Ill do a deep dive another time but I went to the gym everyday & for a while after. That’s how I was dealing with the pain.
Long before my grandfather passed, I felt pain, when I crashed my motorcycle. 🏍 The DR gave me Opiates. I was high on opiates everyday for 5-6 years. Doing more drugs then anyone should. Mixing it constantly with cocaine cannabis, adderal, alcohol and anything else that came along.
I managed a car dealership and had a lot of work going on from Buying, Transport, sales, mechanics, towing, customers and whatever else came my way. I had to wear all the hats.
I had grown to think this was all normal for 1 person to deal with all the responsibilities. This is what I had asked signed up for. unfortunately I was just figuring out that I could not do everything & I was a junkie that needed a daily fix. I didnt think I could or would stop.
I managed a car dealership and had a lot of work going on from Buying, Transport, sales, mechanics, towing, customers and whatever else came my way. I had to wear all the hats.
I had grown to think this was all normal for 1 person to deal with all the responsibilities. This is what I had asked signed up for. unfortunately I was just figuring out that I could not do everything & I was a junkie that needed a daily fix. I didnt think I could or would stop.
Finally after many attempts. I went to my dad told him what was going on. (He knew sum thing was going on) I stayed in his room for what felt like a months. I shut everything down. I couldn’t sleep, I was sick, uncomfortable, exhausted, sad, depressed and everything else. I didn’t take calls I put my phone away and deleted bad contacts.
I had services I owed money for looking me from Rents, default car dealer loans, bodywork, mechanics, Autozone & other vendors. I couldn’t pay I had personal credit cards friends family & more that I had to catch up. I had sum shitty inventory I fixed what I could and sold parts off everything I couldn’t . I made all these wrongs right all except autozone & advanced
I’ve 100% never done opiates again.
I have helped many family members go through it
it’s never easy but the future is always bright.
Shit happens guys! Get Back Up! Let’s Grow Bella
I’m not saying it’s not terribly depressing and sad that we lost a young local child in a boating accident. I’m saying the way we deal and help others is going to reflect in our community. I’m making it my mission to help other families become more alert interested & focused on different ways we can
Grow Bella Together!
Let’s Help others make & keep good habits, stray away from Stress, addiction, depression, drugs & alcohol. I was born in the middle of all these. It has been a normal way of living but it does not have to be!
I hope to share different habits, strategies, techniques,plans, goals, & visions in the coming months.
I hope to share different habits, strategies, techniques,plans, goals, & visions in the coming months.
with intentions and hopes that this inspires, motivates & helps others to Grow Bella!
Let’s be the best we can be together!
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